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Beauty by pencil-pawn, literature

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Beauty

If I shall be created solely for perfection, let me possess the beauty of sleep. It is arresting and unexpected. It is unguarded and fearless- on a chair, on a bed on a backseat of a moving car going places. It is glorious and victorious. It is fair and just- the cyclic end of all mortality, the escape from chaos and wind gusts. It is truthful. It is the Aurora light manifestation of dreams. It knows the heart's desire, the coma-hot flames of a fire. If you love me whilst I slept, then you have loved me, truly, when I was unknown and child-like, surely.

Shedding Crocodile Tears by pencil-pawn, literature

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Shedding Crocodile Tears

All good things come to an end. This is inevitable. As dead ashes to a flirting flame. Dead. This is the real world. Shooting like a hawk arrow, piercing your skin defences and penetrating through the travelling constellations of your soul. The real world smells of clear-wrap sweat. It is seen through alcohol eyes and felt with emotions we cannot give a name to, so they just get retched up on a random sidewalk. The truth is we are dying. There is an inane disease in us- a crocodile, if you will- lurking in our clouded judgement waters, bidding time to sink its fatal jaws into our malleable hearts until we are hanging by th

The Riddler by pencil-pawn, literature

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The Riddler

this is a letter to you, of all my tidings, crumpled and shamed like a last season journal entry. i don't know if you want it but you said you want me and this is it. just it. Me, simply. i am a poet. hauling an abstract mind, a tornado heart, and nightmares i call dreams. i am trying to find another way to say-- this. because a woman who speaks in riddles will never get a man who understands her. but i hate to be alone and right now i need the heaven you've pulled down from the heavens, the one you've made a bargain to God for. thank you. if this is only for a while, for a shooting-dying star moment, then i'm da

Sepia and Shame by pencil-pawn, literature

The Story of You by pencil-pawn, literature

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The Story of You

I do not know which one I love more: you or, telling stories of you. (But I do know one lasts forever.) It is timeless and it repeats itself, the way a wind-up ballerina spins, slows, and pauses in poignance with a fine repetition that is the story of you. It is the cycle of you and me: one dead, the other alive. (Very much alive.) And as you dig up my grave, I lie inside in a helpless sort of half-smile, the same one I had always given you.

The Morning After by pencil-pawn, literature

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The Morning After

You drink the sunrise like you drink orange juice for breakfast. How you love-hate me in my mismatched shoes and summer lust ooze. But the sun's not up and darling maybe we've had enough so you drink. Drank. Stop. I'm trying to be frank. Steve, come back. So when you come back to me from your drunken unspoken poetry you'd forget. But I'll make you remember. I'll pick the rust from your scruff and wash you down with my tongue. Yes. Right now. We're sliding through sweat and tears all my hopes and all your fears. There's rain in the packed heat of the grassland moment, now that I have opened the curtains.

College Memos by pencil-pawn, literature

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College Memos

Thank you for being the reason I am writing this. And I know what you're going to say— Antoinette, you're too sentimental. Yes, I am. Too sentimental for my own good but darling, you make me so Good. Good. The kind of good that makes me unafraid to smile with crooked teeth. You will make fun of it but you will love it as well as you capture my mouth with your tongue and Bite. The kind of good that makes intellectual banter the type of sexy word foreplay. I like being on the top, but you like having the last Laugh. The kind of good when you tell me goodnight on the phone and when I hang up, you're still there talkin

Who would love a girl by pencil-pawn, literature

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Who would love a girl

who could move the world for you but not let you try to pivot her on her own axis? She'd refuse to see through Galileo's lens, refuse to shift constellations and forge them into her own diamond incarnations. Who would love a girl who smiled for the wrong reasons and convinced you the taste of bittersweetness is without the bitter? She'd refuse to open her Pandora's box, refuse to unleash demons and stop numbness from becoming a habitual sensation. Who would love a girl who came in a blaze of glory but slipped out in garbs of black mourning? Who would love me?

Honour Roll by pencil-pawn, literature

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Honour Roll

There will come a time when your heart does not beat right and you're back to being that clumsy schoolgirl and you're bruised, battered, losing a fight. There will come a time when your thoughts catapult at the speed of light and anti-gravity snatches you by your feet and you're dangling there thinking I'm about to die. I just might. There will come a time when your lists of things to do flood your whole sight and if you're tempted to take your life tonight you'll tell them your uniform collar was just a little too tight. There will come a time when you will give up your mind and your time and you will only have leather

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Beauty by pencil-pawn, literature

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Honour Roll by pencil-pawn, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Canada
Deviant for 13 years
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I am who you think I am not.
Therefore, I am not who you think I am.
I think you think I am not you.
But I could think that I am you.

Favourite genre of music: R&B, jazz, soul, pop, punk rock (in that order)
Favourite style of art: fashion photography, Tangled fan art, love poems & eeire fairytales
Operating System: heart and mind conflict

Favourite Visual Artist

Edvard Munch, Picasso

Favourite Movies

Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Harry Potter, V for Vendetta, Avatar, Inception, The Hangover, A Walk to Remember, Phantom of the Opera

Favourite TV Shows

Big Bang Theory

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, P!nk, Pixie Lott, Grace Potter and the Nocturnals

Favourite Writers

Francesca Lia Block, Tami Hoag, Celeste Bradley, Elizabeth Thornton, JK Rowling, Nora Roberts

Favourite Games

Fortune Telling with my poker cards.

Favourite Gaming Platform

xbox 360

Tools of the Trade

I WILL NEVER TRADE WITH YOU (over my dead body)

Other Interests

doodling, singing in the shower, fashion styling, attempting to catwalk, air-guitaring (even though I damn well know how to strum a real guitar) and camping out

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pencil-pawn

Sep 11, 2011

It's coming!

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Story in progress. Pending. Pending. Pending. . . . . . . .

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Sep 3, 2011

The Things I Never Dared

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An old journal entry from months ago. I thought I'd post it. *** Looking back at my deviations, I'm proud to say I've matured a lot; in writing that is. In other aspects, that is entirely debatable. I'm not happy or sad lately. Just strangely neutral. I'm a void waiting to be filled. It's better than being overwhelmed, I comfort myself. Where I'm staying, the sky cries a lot and I haven't been properly dried from rain this week. Really, I ought to remember to bring an emergency umbrella in my bag. I just want to apologise to my watchers (smiles sheepishly). My latest deviations are inspired and written for a certain boy who makes me very

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pencil-pawn

Sep 2, 2011

Jobless

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I have finished my summer job. And I need a new one. A job. I thought I wouldn't need one, seeing it's back to school and I would be terribly busy. But it's university. God knows how much the tuition fees, the books and miscellanous cost! I want my own laptop too. I am a loser since I'm practically an adult, but I don't own one. Why is education so expensive?! And usually, people end up working in something out of the field that they have studied and been educated for -.- It's all for the money, money. Sometimes I wish life was simple. Like when I throw over a club on my shoulder, murmur incoherently and throw spears at animals I'd

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Nutmeg42

Dec 22, 2011

Wicked is TOTALLY AWESOME!

pencil-pawn

Jan 5, 2012

oh yes. Quite right. And so is a Very Potter Musical

genericwin

Oct 9, 2011

>A< Pau! What happened to you!?

pencil-pawn

Oct 11, 2011

I blocked you on facebook. No hard feelings.

None. But why?

all you did was criticize me, especially about me liking guys. couldn't stand it. i'm not gonna have a friend on facebook (no less a friend in person) who keeps putting me down. when joe posts videos or links about 'nice guys' and stuff like that, you like to fire back at me. yeah, my past isn't perfect.

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genericwin

Aug 19, 2011

What happened to your facebook?